"Horns"....every time i saw you, i thought you were being stupid and were mad. you use to mess my hair up and look for my horns. as if i would have horns, I'm a good girl....now i know why? you knew the future..haha...but know that your no longer around i miss your silly names and comments. it was part of My life and from your stupid acts they are now no longer said. we all thought you would have a overdose or get in a car accident, sorry to say but you had a heart attact, and your son was with you. that hard for everyone. i mean you are so stupid...bad role model and when we got phone calls saying your in jail again we wernt surprised but really you should of change. we all thought you did as you were getting a job, being busy and actually staying out of trouble. i miss you...i say these words out of anger, my cousins now have no father and bad habit's from you. i wish this didn't happen. the one could be a famous model and the other could be a great sailor. i mean as a little girl i loved it when they came over to my house playing Lego and doing back flips into the pool...doing stupid boy things with dads tools and being boys. now doing drugs, new girlfriends ever month and putting their own real tattoos on. how dangerous. i miss the old days, i miss the words horns...i want my family too be normal but i guess no-one can get that wish...i love you xxx
Nicola...
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