Thinking of you?

Do you ever think what I'm thinking of?

I miss every single time i spent with you. I miss birthdays every year, i miss many special times because theres just too much water between us. I miss the first steps, i miss the school concerts, i miss the family gatherings, i miss our neighbours dressing up as Santa and scaring you. I wish we could all be together like it was. As much as i love it here, i mean i don't think i would ever move back but i know you would love it here and it could be a great new start to a new adventure. Just book your tickets. We are now only four, every night, just the four of us. sometimes its nice, but most the time i miss the surprising visits now they are all planned months before the time. I want to go shopping with you, i want to show you my school grades, i want you to meet my friends, i want you to see how I'm older now and you can have serious conversations with. I'm wondering do you miss me? do you think of all this? can we talk??

Nicola...